MOVE ON ..

Yesterday, last day of each and every things that BOTHERED me since last month. I found out the results that made me weak and of course results that made me feel HAPPY and PROUD. Honestly, this is way more BETTER than before. This time i've been PROUD of myself and say "i made it!" Compare before, I made my self DISAPPOINTED and so DOWN that time. It makes me feel like I can't MOVE ON with my life anymore.

But right now, things are changed. I don't want to feel the same like before, its so uncompromising. A lot of people around me are affected with the way I act. And for that "SORRY GUYS!" Some don't understand me cause I can't explain to them what really happened and what I feel. But there's TWO people who understands everything, my BESTFRIEND ! ^^, She's been there for me all throughout the time that I'm DOWN and don't know what to do. She push me to stand up, and show what I really can do. And the guy above, GOD .. ^^, He's the one I hold to that time. Because I know, he's the ONE who can TRULY understand and HELP me ..

Maybe its a little confusing what I'm really talking about. But all I can give is that, this is what each and every student like me wanted to have.

Now I'm standing up, I've MOVE ON, and learning my mistakes. These helps me to be more STRONGER, to FACE all the PROBLEMS and CHALLENGES that comes and coming into my LIFE.

"If you FALL, LEARN how to STAND UP and MOVE ON. Then SHOW your BETTER than the ONE who FALL."

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And that's what I'm doing.

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by the end .. its NON-SENSE ! :))

Another school year will end this coming march 21, 2009, that will be our last day. Its a FACT that time was running too fast. I can't believe i'll be turning 2nd year college after i think 3 months. Anyways, I don't really have much to say here in this blog. Its just really NON-SENSE, and I'm just so BORED, and can't do anything but to force my self to do this BLOG. LOL ! :D

This past 2 weeks was so so HAGGARD. I mean there's a lot of SCHOOL WORKS that we had to do. And with our last week, the FINALS week, that's our last thing to be over with it. But as an ENGINEERING student, whoa ! There's still more we have to take it over, our GRADES. oh yeah ! it sucks ! hahahaha .. I don't know, but its TRUE, it really sucks. Especially when our professors say those words that we don't want to hear. Which we FAILED. urgH ! you'll defenitely CRY when its not worthy.

Oh well, i know its not that interesting to know. Just sharing it. LOL !

So probably, i'll end this right now.

Its better if I just SHUT UP. *laugh*

P.S. - This was actually requested by my cousin, NICOLE ANDREA MATHEUS. She said to me to update my BLOG, because she didn't have anything to put a comment on. hahaha .. ayt siz? =)) (ok. honestly my nose bleeds. so i'll end this for real. ahaha!)

CHUCK !! XD

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CRAVING ! CRAVING !

aww ! its true i'm really CRAVING for the next season of CHUCK !! the season 2 ..

One night were in the room, i'm with my two cousins, "thomas" and "sigfrid" .. First thomas and I watch the movie "For the First Time", then it happened our 3 years old cousin SIGFRID stop the movie and get the CD out of the player, then replace the CD of the series collection CHUCK .. At first it was just nothing, then while were watching it, its like i'm already having fun watching this .. We started to watch the movie I think that was about 8:30 pm .. Then as the time is passing I saw the time, its already 10:30 pm .. I whisper to my cousin thomas ears, saying "tom, ang tgal matapos!" ..

But still we continue watching it until 11:00 pm .. then we stop cause we still have a 7:00 am class tomorrow .. That time we planned to watch it the next day .. Ofcourse will do it, cause we enjoyed watching it already ..

Then the next day, I called thomas so that we can continue watching the series .. we watched it again until 10:00 pm, then we stop .. BUT ! the series is still not finished .. So the next day we continue watching it again .. Thomas keep on saying "mahaba pa yan ! matagal p matatapos yan .. series yan eh .." ..

So we continue, later on .. The scene was so so so good, we already feel the moment of "CHUCK", "SARAH" and "LOU" .. they are the characters in the series .. then after a minute .. OMG !! OMG !! OMG !! DONT LET THIS THING HAPPENED !!!! Its OVER !!! Then I said "anu nangyare???????" then we just realized ITS OVER ! grRrrr !!!!!!

NAKAKABITEN !!!!!!!!!!

We watch it for 3 DAYS !! then now its over ! amp !

Thomas and I can't believe with what happened .. So we run to our TITO's room .. Its like were in a RUSH ! .. ahaha .. But when we get there we knew the season 2 of CHUCK is not yet OUT !! waaaaaaaa !!

Our actions and reactions are so FUNNY ! its TRUE .. ahahaha .. Actually we really can't MOVE ON with "CHUCK" and "SARAH" .. ahahaha ..

Were really CRAVING for SEASON 2 of the series .. We are really on a RUSH pipz !! ahaha .. We need to know what happened next .. nah !

ahAiz ..

We cant wait to see the next season !

ahaha .. well, I just share to you guyzs .. ahaha .. FUNNY !

.. so I END now my BLOG ! till my next ..

.. THANKZ for reading this ! ..

.. and this has been me ü ..

-ac-

so excited !!!

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NICOLE ANDREA ! ü
Its november !! so excited for next month .. probably someone will go home here at the philippines .. janjararan !! its NICOLE ANDREA !! ahahaha .. actually their family .. ehehe .. this is a special blog for her .. I know she will read this, and for sure she will leave a comment to me .. ahahaha .. its not new anymore, as always she do that .. haha .. PEACE couz ! you know that I'm just excited for your engrandeng pagbabalik .. ahaha .. LOVE YOU cezs ! :p

Well, going back to what i'm saying a while agO .. I think this coming december is the so called "exciting december" ever and ever ! ahaha .. for sure it is .. aLot of things were so excited for .. like bond together and go to mall for maybe, window shopping?, ahaha .. i really dont know .. but we have aLot of plans for december .. and were really excited for it !!!

Honestly, were doing a countdown until DECEMBER 02, 2008 .. Cant wait till that day come pipz !! rawr ! am'i craving?! ahaha .. yeah, I think i'am .. cause its been 1 year and 5 months since the last time we saw each other .. and really MISSING the things were doing together .. especially the "kalokohan", "inizan", "asaran" .. amp ! XD

When december 02 comes .. aww ! will party in the house .. ahahaha .. Not the party as it is, I mean a party like "kwantuhan", "tawanan", "kulitan" .. that's fun for sure ! weeeee ..

So I will just update you for it ..
Till my next BLOG pipz ! ..

mwahH !!

.. and this has been me ü ..

-ac-

its over !

yes ! 1st semester is over ! yesterday was the last day of our FINALS and CLASS .. Quite sad but at the same time, were happy, and excited with it cause will have our SEMBREAK and take a break for 3 weeks .. Totally were SCARED at the same time .. know why?! cause were afraid of what our grades will be .. ahaha .. Were actually quite confused with our GRADES .. We dont know if we will PASSED the subject or FAILED .. waaaa .. Scary ! ahaha ..

If ever we FAILED, we will shurely be on summer class .. Even we want to enjoy summer by rest and go out of town and outings we cant .. Cause we have to take up the summer class for a particular subject .. grRrr ! dont want to go on summer ! waaaa .. But if ever we have to face the challenge .. ahaiz ..

One of our prof. told us that FACULTY of ENGINEERING of UST is the summer capital of UST .. waaaa .. Were part of that faculty ! ahaha .. Honestly i'm telling you its really hard to get high points in out faculty .. The subjects was very hard .. Were so "PROBLEMATIC !" ahaha .. like a nEw word? .. but yeah .. Totally were so problematic with the scores we get .. Then there was a time that we thought we already dont have problem with the subject cause we know we passed .. BUT its not ! Our prof. told us that we might failed the subject .. waaaa .. It cannot be !

But as the time goes by we said to each other that our prof. was just joking .. Cause we know we passed the subject and there's nothing to worry about .. ehehe ..

CONFUSING?! o_0?!

ahahaha .. Dont mind about it .. I just make you confused with things .. ahaha .. bad !

Well, hoping will not go to summer .. Cause we really dont want to be there !

yieeee !

ciao guyzs !
Till my next BLOG !

Thankz ! ü

-ac-

FINALS !

waaa .. finals is coming .. tomorrow is the DAY ! .. it seems too fast for it .. well, i guess days and time are really fast .. but still I cant believe that our 1st semester will END after 1 week of our finals .. FINALS is quite scaring, I don't felt this feeling beFore .. maybe because it was my first time, and still adjusting from HIGH SCHOOL LIFE to COLLEGE LIFE ! Really hard, but this is life full of changes everyday, every year, every decades .. sigh ! ..

Something is really bothering me for FINALS .. But I dont know what is it, still looking for that thing, cause I can't figure it out ! ..

eveN I feel this things right now .. I now there's someone who is guiding me, and will help me to fullfil this feeling of being scared and confused o_0?!

I go to church and ask for heLp to GOD .. I know he is the onLy one who can help me right now with this kind of situation i'm facing .. asking for his BLESS for our FINALS ..

THANK GOD ! cause he's really answering my prayers .. I know he's guiding me and he will guide me at our FINALS .. :D

still scared and nervous BUT ! not that much like what I felt yesterday :)

well, I guess we really need to be strong and dont loose hope ..

cause GOD will help and guide us all through out ..

.. to make you understand ..

A little conversation from me and my cousin ‘thomas‘ gets to be so deep. From talking about a simple thing we come up talking about a deep and serious topic. At first we used to talk about why he and his schoolmate fought. Then for a little while we both stop talking and the four sides of my room seems to be so quiet. Until i asked him “bro alam m ung feeling ng, akala mo yung mga kasama m nuon wala nang makakahigit s kanila .. hangan sa may na’meet ka’ng ibang tao tas nahigitan nya yung mga taong kasama m nuon p??“. Well, honestly I really dont know why is he the one I asked. But, the truth is I know he can understand. Somehow my cousin is a type of guy who is seriously always using logic when it comes to this matter. I mean even he is only 1st year high school he can understand things like this.

.. hmm .. well, going back to my topic .. which the one I ask him ..

After I asked him he answer “oo, naranasan ko na din yan eh.“. Then i tell him “alam mo yon. araw-araw may na’me’meet tayong ibang tao na nagiging kaibigan natin, pero we never expect na mahihigitan nila yung mga taong akala mo hindi na mahihigitan ng iba.“. Until the time comes he give me his ideas. That time, while i’m listening to him I know somehow he can understand me but not as i want him to understand. As our conversation is going more deep and serious I was like thinking how can I explaine to him the real point I want to say and make him understand each and every situation.

Until I found the right words how can I explaine to him. Then I told him to listen to what will I say sabay sabi sakanya na “GUSTO KO KASI MAINTINDIHAN MO AKO .. “. As I continue telling him “ANG POINT KO LANG NAMAN KASI. BAKIT MAY MGA TAONG HINDI MAINTINDIHAN YUNG MGA BAGAY NA HINDI NAMAN MAHIRAP INTINDIHIN. KAYA FEELING NLA NAGKUKULANG KA NA.” then after that sabi nya sakin “NATURAL LANG NA MA’FEEL NILA YUN.“. Until I asked him if he can understand the real reason and point of what i’am sharing to him.

And then I found out he really really understand me as I want.

I didn’t know he feel the same with what I also feel about it. Ofcourse he make those things more clear to me by telling me the real story with what happened to him. And as I figure it out, we had the same.

Well I guess, I choose the right person to share those things.

Before I end this BLOG of mine, I just wanted for you guys to understand the real purpose why I want to post this. Especially for my friends!

-guys, may mga bagay na hindi q kayang ipaliwanag sa inyo kaze alam ko nde nyu rin aq maiintindihan. aaminin q na, natatakot ako sa mga magiging reaksyon nyu kze nde nman lahat kau naiintindihan aq. peo hangat kaya ko namang ipaliwanag, pinapaliwanag q naman sa inyo eh. peO sana lang wag nyu q pag isipan ng kung anu-anu. kung sino aq nung nakilala nyu aq .. aq pa din toh, wla namang ngbago. may mga nangyare lang na alam ko naman alam nyu, nakikita nyu sa kilos q peo ayaw nyu lang tangapin na gnun ung nararamdaman ko. nasasaktan na din aq hindi q lang cnasve kze auko n nang mahabang usapan, hangat kaya qo pang tiisin tinitiis q. kze auko masira kung anu ung meron tau. minsan naiilang na aq makipag usap kze nasaktan n aq eh, peo kinakausap pa din kita kze alam qo one of this days and times mawawala din ung pagka ilang qo. pero mahirap, kaya ngpapalipas nalng muna ako ng oras. guxto q munang maging tahimik na hangat maaari ung mga taong nkakaintindi nalang muna sken ung kakausapin ko. alam ko may pagka unfair, pero sana maging FAIR din naman kau saken. hindi ung ako nalng lagi ung iintindi sa inyo. tao din aq katulad nyu .. nasasaktan, nahihirapan, ..

-hihingi na din aq ng SORRY or PAXENXA .. kun anu man ung nagawa qo ..

_BUT ALL I WANTED IS FOR YOU TO UNDERSTAND THOSE THINGS!_

-_this has been me AC_-

> OUT ! <